Fountain Bleu

…I’m not sure how long this whole ‘natural hair journey’ is going to last me. Its not as easy as they make it look on youtube. I miss my relaxer, my weaves, my hair!

I’m trying to stay strong and confident with the short post BC hair but when I look at my old pictures and other females with their long weaves I wont lie it definately gets to me. It kind of feels like without the hair a big part of me if missing, which is pretty sad because hair shouldn’t define anyone.

Anyways, I think I may go back to my former lifestyle of voluntary chemical damage and abuse to my hair + health. Well, we’ll see…

I need some motivation